Categories: Being a GM, Neoteny, Reviews, Tabletop

Learning a New Era of Tabletop RPGs ft. Spire: The City Must Fall

A few weeks ago, my tabletop gaming group finally got back together and started Session 0 for a Celtic-themed game of good ol’ 5e D&D. A week later, we learned of a scheduling conflict that would force that game to be run every other week, so I volunteered to run something in the off weeks. We’d still have a party of 3 or 4, which is perfect for a lot of systems. So the question became what system?

I took a look at the systems I usually work in and realized something; the games I play and run have a bit of a legacy. D&D is a decades-old stalwart. Shadowrun is over 30 (though our group prefers the 20th Anniversary 4th Edition). World of Darkness just hit 30 this year, and even the version that became Chronicles started back in 2004. While it’s not exactly a problem that every system I’m used to is older than me, it’s a sign that I could be exploring more recent design ideas. After a few days of reading forum posts, blogs, and reviews, I ended up with a bunch of excellent options, but decided on Rowan, Rook, and Decard’s Spire: The City Must Fall. I bought a hard copy (along with a copy of Heart, a more dungeon-crawly experience set in the same world) and ran Sessions 0 and 1 tonight.

It was a blast.

My biggest worry was that my players had been trained too hard by more mechanically intensive systems, and would be some kind of confused or put off by the simpler, more collaborative and improvisational playstyle. After a little bit of assurance that, yes, character creation is actually that easy, I ended up with a quiet and sneaky Bound, a greedy and pious Azurite, and a flashy poser Idol who hammed it up in the RP. Through a couple hours of play, they met up, learned about the high elves’ strange combination of hedonism and malice, and took control of a propaganda printing press through a combination of quiet infiltration and a large sudden party in The Works — which is notably the exact opposite of a quiet infiltration. I think we used about 3 sentences of the ~2 pages I prepped, but that’s probably because I had been trained to plan out much more than I needed to. As a GM/Storyteller that is prone to improvisation, Spire fits like a glove. The world is fantastic, in that it’s exactly as serious, grim, or wild as it needs to be at any given time. The mechanics are simple and workable enough to fit any genre your drow revolutionaries are interested in playing in. My players were surprised what even the Low Advances (special abilities determined by class, religion, or participation in any number of groups/gangs) could do. “Summon a party” is something that would eat up pages of a D&D book, but it gets a small paragraph in Spire and makes perfect sense to all involved. I’m at a crossroads; I want to get a bunch of things written up for the next session, but tonight’s experience dictates that I don’t really have to. All I need is a hook and some ideas of where it could go. The players are doing more world building than me just by interacting.

I’ve got the bug again. It’s a bug I thought I lost after a game of Hunter: the Vigil I ran that depressingly petered out. That wonderful GM bug. I’m all in on Spire for now. Running it feels great. I really enjoy having to roll with the curveballs that character abilities can throw. It’s a somewhat reactive style of GMing, and that resonates with me a lot more than spending a stretch of time looking up Challenge Ratings or doing a bunch of bookwork. I’ve got no problem playing 5e, but running it seems far less satisfying compared to the feeling of tonight’s Spire session.

The success I had tonight is driving me to further explore the other newer systems that stood out to me in my research: Massif Press’ mechtastic Lancer and Cavalry Games’ tragic horror Ten Candles. Both of them serve very different functions, but I’m learning that my players’ tastes are more eclectic than I’d given them credit for, and I think they’ll really enjoy trying them out at some point. Not this point.

Because right now, at this point, we’re playing Spire. And we’re gonna change Spire for the better, one wild party at a time.

PS: Shoutout to Spire’s Appendix 4: Rumoured Goats of Spire. That single page made 2/3 of my group immediately buy into everything else the system could have to offer.

Categories: Reviews

Pen Review: Conklin Duragraph

A disclaimer up top: This pen was given to me as a gift, and I bought the ink and paper I reference with my own funds. I’m not interested in trying to monetize anything on this site right now, so take this post as it is; a writeup about a neat pen I got for my birthday.

The Conklin Duragraph model dates back to 1923. That’s quite a legacy for a pen, but Conklin itself goes even further back. How far? Far enough that Mark Twain endorsed their Crescent Filler design in the early 1900s. The brand was revived in 2009, and their classic models have been in production ever since. You can get the Duragraph in plenty of colors, but I had my eye on the matte black/rainbow trim limited edition model that Goulet Pens put out this year. Luckily, a good friend grabbed me one as an early birthday present, and I’d like to write some thoughts on it, at least partially to give the friend who gave it to me a bit of anxiety.

Four Fountain Pens, Side by Side
From Top: Diplomat Magnum, Pilot Metropolitan, TWSBI Eco, Conklin Duragraph

The matte black finish feels incredibly smooth and looks great, and the anodized metal trim makes it stand out. A neat thing about rainbow-anodized metal is that each piece comes out differently. Between that and the engraved limited edition number, the pen really feels unique. It might be hard to see in the picture above, but my clip came out super green.

Conklin Duragraph, Capped
The limited edition is numbered out of 1898, the year of Conklin’s founding. I got #908!

The neat black design extends to the #6 JoWo steel nib, too, which features the Conklin logo and place of origin, Toledo.

Black Nib with Oxblood Ink
The blackened steel nib, featuring a false patina from Oxblood ink

So how does it write? Really nicely. The grip is larger than I’m used to, but not an issue. The pen’s weight is solid, and it’s a bit long when posted. It doesn’t bother me, but some people may find it a bit too backweighted when posted. Mine came with an extra-fine nib, so there’s definitely some tooth and feedback, but it’s an overall smooth writer, and the finer nib means that it’ll write well on less-than stellar paper. Speaking of writing, here’s some awful writing samples with that nice black JoWo nib.

Fun fact: It was a Herculean task to get WordPress to display these images correctly for some reason! They’re upside-down in my library to facilitate this somehow?

Overall, this is a neat finish on a classic design. Another nice thing about the Duragraph is that if you’re not a converter fan, it takes standard international cartridges as well. This might not be huge for some people, but as someone who started with a Pilot and had a friend with a Lamy 2000, I’m excited and pleasantly surprised when something isn’t proprietary. The price is what I consider the mid range of fountain pens, currently on sale for $64 on Goulet. Paying much more puts you in the range of the Vanishing Point, other gold nib pens, and more internal fillers than cartridge converters. Paying much less puts you in the Metropolitan/Safari/Eco tier, which isn’t a bad thing at all. 2/3 of those are in my current rotation, and I love how they write.

Conklin Duragraph in Box
It also comes in a neat pleather box.

My friend gave me this pen with the hopes that it would immediately become my favorite daily writer, like the Monteverde Innova I got him became to him. I’m not sure we’re there yet, but if I could only have one pen to carry around daily, an argument could be made for this sweet limited Duragraph.

Categories: Neoteny

A 2021 Goal: Keeping a Paper Trail on Myself

“Don’t half-ass something. If you’re going to do it, put the whole ass in it.

A friend who shall, for now, remain anonymous

I’ve never been a big fan of planners. The college I was at would give them out yearly, I’d pretend to use it for a couple of days, and then return to my normal routine (read: forgetting deadlines and then freaking out at their sudden appearance). A later attempt with an impulsively-bought reporter’s notebook had some success, but the habit quickly faded once I graduated. Last year, while getting a friend a sweet pen for Christmas, I bought a bunch of tiny notebooks (my greatest weakness) to test ink on. After realizing you only need about a page per notebook to make sure the ink doesn’t feather and bleed through, I decided to starting tracking daily tasks on one of them (a Rhodia #10, in case you were interested). To my surprise, when I wrote something down, it often got done, which absolutely wasn’t the norm for my 2020. There was a steady dopamine drip coming from understanding something needed to be done and then doing that thing. So, following the above quote, I went all in, buying some very nice notebooks and devising a strategy that I’ll pay attention to, which so far looks like this:

  1. Have multiple available notebooks for different situations.
  2. Have something written out every day.
  3. Stay honest.

Those are the only rules that I have for myself, and so far, it’s working better than expected. In the spirit of putting the whole ass into it, I splurged on some quality notebooks that I would want to write in: the Midori MD Diary Thin and 1 Day 1 Page. They’re beautiful, minimalist notebooks that I was almost sad to put covers on, and the paper is absolutely quality. Combined with that Rhodia #10, I’m not only keeping track of the next day or so; I’m actually a week or two ahead in some areas. So far, the hardest part has been being honest to myself. I’m very good at talking myself out of plans, but seeing the Xs next to stuff I didn’t do is actually bothering me enough that I’m trying to actually get everything I have planned done. The only place I’m generally failing is on the streaming schedule I’d like to set up for myself, but I can probably resolve that through the combo of fixing my sleep schedule and the negative reinforcement from all of those stupid Xs. One of my resolutions for 2021 is to be more productive. I hope I can stick to it. If I can, you’ll see the result in more posts here.

Until next time, remember to whole-ass things, not half-ass them.

Categories: Uncategorized

I Guess I’m Into Pens Now

I’ve always become interested in how people form and maintain habits.

A good friend of mine picked up walking some months back, in an attempt to curb a vaping habit that had grown out of control with the stresses of fatherhood. Walking has since been upgraded to jogging, the amount of FAT COTTON he rips is at a minimum, and he’s lost some significant weight. I’m super proud of him.

I, meanwhile, dropped Magic: the Gathering cold turkey, and the only replacement I’d had until recently is a sweet double dose of Imposter Syndrome regarding my field of study and anxiety that I’d never go anywhere in said field. That sure hasn’t gone away, but at least now I can stop thinking about it for a second and look at some sweet pens. Fountain pens, to be precise. Get your Bic Crystals out of here; it’s real writing instrument hours now.

That’s a joke, of course. I can’t begrudge you for going out and getting a 120-pack of ballpoints for $12. There’s a reason ballpoints run the writing market; they’re cheap to make and they do the job. Hell, there was a time when I thought the Pilot G2 was the best pen ever (in my defense, the G2 is a gel pen, and reviews back me up as to its quality). A friend had traded some cards for a Lamy 2000, which was neat, but not an expense I could justify, even when I was willing to pay an even higher premium for a particular piece of cardboard. Eventually, I did some research into less expensive fountain pens and settled on the budget-conscious but universally-praised Pilot Metropolitan for a nice note-taking pen. I filled it with Diamine Oxblood ink (my favorite ink to this day) and figured it’d be the only pen of its kind I’d ever need or want.

A series of five fountain pens next to a small notepad, on top of a larger A4 notepad.
For fans of nice paper, the writing samples are on a Maruman Mnemosyne 192 notepad. The pens and Mnemosyne notepad are on top of a much lower quality Focusnotes notebook.

That picture is from tonight. The two leftmost pens were handed to me yesterday. I may have dropped the play of Magic, but I sure haven’t kicked that collector’s impulse. At least I can make a case for the utility of the pens, an argument that didn’t really fly for Magic cards even when I was selling them. They write wonderfully, are fun to use, and are pretty easy to take care of. I know another one is coming up as a future gift, and I’m hyped for it. When I get it, I’ll probably grab some nice paper, ink it up with something neat, and make a quick writing sample to test it out, because using fountain pens has also taught me the value of good-feeling paper and the fun of inks beyond standard blues and blacks. It’ll join the collection, and like my other pens, I’ll find any excuse to write with it.

And with that, we go back to habits. Changing my preferred tool for writing made me want to write more. Wanting to write more has led to me making a daily to-do list, something my ADD brain would never have allowed me to keep up with without the fun of writing with fountain pens. I now have notebooks immediately available on my desk, ready to quickly jot down an idea, even if that idea is occasionally just “Robert Oster Blue Water Ice looks amazing and I need a bottle of it” written in Robert Oster Blue Water Ice. Having a written record, even with miscellaneous silliness added, helps me to remember to actually do things, instead of sitting on the couch, wondering if there is anything to do. The big thing to do currently? Make sure these Jinhao Sharks my friend and I picked up as presents make it to our tabletop friends. They’re not the most expensive pens, to be sure, but they’re something we really enjoy, and we hope they can enjoy them too. At worst, they got a neat novelty shark pen. At best, we drag someone else into the fountain pen rabbit hole with us. They’re really fun tools, and having another person to chat with about them would be great.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’ll be chuckling at the price of the Lamy 2000 while trying not to impulse buy a Vanishing Point or this Edison Ascent that is definitely my aesthetic.


Categories: Reviews

Game Review: Hades

In a fit of pure coincidence, I planned to write out a review of Hades, Game of the Year contender, on the very day The Game Awards happened. As expected, The Last of Us 2 took the grand prize, as well as (in my opinion, inexplicably) Best Narrative and Best Game Direction. Having spent time with a few other GOTY nominees, I find TLOU2 wanting comparatively, but that’s why I’m not one of the judges of The Game Awards’ committee, I suppose.

While I would normally write a big rant about what I consider a silly decision, I’ve no intention of fighting against the toxic tsunami that is TLOU‘s fandom by committing such crimes as ‘having an opinion about the narrative’ or ‘preferring the first game.’ Instead, I’d like to focus on a fun positive: Supergiant Games’ GOTY nominee Hades, the game that I’ve been spending most of my waking hours with over the past week.

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Categories: Uncategorized

Time

Tonight, a friend came to my office. I’d ordered something with a discount code, he got in on the deal, and the package came in. When he arrived, he brought me something I hadn’t seen in years; a special edition mechanical keyboard that I got when I bought my college laptop. I was tentatively excited by it’s return, but it turns out that it’s only back in my hands because the person that was using it… didn’t really need anything anymore, if you catch my drift. What a bitter return. My friend and I chatted about various things for hours after that revelation It was good to see him, circumstances notwithstanding.

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Categories: Neoteny

I Am Not Garbage At Shadowverse

Pardon the title. It’s a reference to my friend Tim’s blog, where he discusses the enjoyment/suffering he’s getting out of the Shadowverse digital card game. I’m the one who suckered him (and a couple of other friends) into it, because I think the game is entertaining and underrated. Its competition includes big names like Blizzard’s Hearthstone and Magic: the Gathering Arena, but I find myself preferring the underdog Shadowverse’s way of handling balance and keeping its players happy. The game is very good about giving you resources to start playing something good, not just a pile of cards to try to not lose with. Useless cards easily become vials, which become cards you need to build something cheap and effective. There’s almost always a cheap deck that’s highly tiered in Rotation (newer cards playable), and in case there isn’t, the game’s Unlimited (all cards playable) format is often even cheaper, though harder to understand because the card pool is so much larger. Getting other people into a deck that’s successful on the ranked ladder has been pretty simple, except for with Tim, who, when I last checked, was playing some weird pile of Fairies.

The reason this card game is relevant to me and my blog at all is twofold:

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Categories: Lessons Learned, Neoteny

Lessons Learned: The COVID Malaise?

Today is probably the best overall day I’ve had since the outbreak of COVID-19, the bastard of a virus that’s keeping sensible people away from each other. Today, I have ambition and ideas (which is why I’m finally able to break from writer’s block and finally post here again). Today, I was able to do more than wake up and exist for a while. For the first time in months, I accomplished tasks and felt human. It was awesome. It felt like I was back in school again, like I had something to work towards.

But how did I suddenly get this feeling back?

The answer, dear reader, is sillier than it should be.

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